HI SORRY I WAS GONE

Wed June 4 10:57pm

HIIIIIIII WEBSITEEEE! sorry i didnt post yesterday i was busy i dont remember what but it was something!!!

today was a good day! i did call off work bc i was scared of working with someone who has been really mean to me. also i woke up late and had a big tummy ache. so i stayed home and it was good. this is what i did today:

•woke up and called off
•pooed like. a lot!
•played ooblets!
•went on a walk with flower after he ate dinner
•TOOK CHARLIE TO THE PARK!!!!! he loves playgrounds!! and i do too! he likes to go on the equipment and down the slide. today tho, we learned charlie likes the SWING!!! i picked him up and put him on my lap and swinged. it was fun but he got heavy after a while and also he scratched my belly by accident. oh also i forgot to mention charlie is my doggy. it was so fun!
•then after that i came home and i laid in bed and talked to flower and we listened to music together and it was so fun!!
•then we had a fashion show with all my outfits and dresses hehee! it was so fun! i love makin myself pretty for flower it made me feel good hehehe
•then after flower went to sleep i cleaned my room and i played ooblets and updated my site(thats what im doin) and then i will brush my teeth! and go to sleep!

i just membered i gotta get tooth done tomorrow :( I HATE THE DENTIST SO MUCH!!!!!! I HATE THE NEEDLES!!! IT HURTS SO BAD ALL DAY!!!!! HATE IT HATE IT!!!

ok website now i gotta brush my DUMB TEETH for the DUMB DENTIST TOMORROW!!!! UGH!!!!

hi website

Mon June 2 10:06pm

it was a good day today. talk flower allllll day it was awesome we even video called. i also made music blog but i think it might need to be split in different pages cuz i scared it will be unoptimized fast as i make posts. ria was out a lot today it was fun it was like we were hanging put. we shared the front a lot. we made her part of the site too. shes like really little so i needed to help a lot. i even had to help with what words to say. thats ok i dont mind tho she is only little like maybe not even 2 i dont know tho because shes bad at talking. ok i think i want to eat some food now website i will talk to you tomorrow. nini love u.

and now it is night

Sun June 1 10:53pm

it is nighttime now. i am going to sleep now. nini website.

its morning now

Sun June 1 8:44am

its morning now and i am sleepy. my kitty cuddled with me today. my eyelids feel heavy but i dont think i can sleep no more. maybe i try. flower and i talked this morning and he gave me things i gotta do.

he says i gotta:
o have breakfast and send a picture of it
o ummm... brush teeth i think?
o i forget :(
o oh!! he said to try to poo hehe

end of hard day!!

Sat. May 31 10:39pm

today was kinda almost all bad! like maybe if we do fractions its like 23/24 bad and like 1/24 good. my sis is a teacher so she was usin my parents house that i live at as a place to have an end of the year party for her students. and my mom and dad was in bad mood all morning cuz they didnt get nough done they wanted! and also i woked up and my parents was sitting on the bed the way they do when they have "serious conversations" so thats always a bad sign for the day.

i was in charge of music and thats ok i like that but i kjnew it would be more than that. so i had to do runnin around and stuff for my parents and when i came back from the store i came inside and aparently my mom had a ptsd flashback and started to seize and collapsed on the floor. i came home and she was on the floor.

that scared me really bad like i was spacey all day. but i kinda think i left my body and went to the music festival that flower was at with him cuz he says he felt me there. and i know i wasnt here so i think i went there.

also my mom held up her finger at me when i was trying to say someting and that made me feel so sad and small. i felt like i shrunk 3 inches.

then after mom seized, my house was full of strangers!! and i wasnt really feeling social. plus, it was all teenagers and the parents of teenagers. i didnt feel like i could fit in anywhere!!!

i was able to relax a lil bit when my little cousin(i think, idk i never met her before) came over and we played calico critters together. i think she is 5. her name is charlie. she was fun.

then we had dinners and i was so sleepy and aster started fronting to conserve social battery and she wanted to keep playing so aster played barbie camper with her haha. he is not as good at playing as me hahaha.

we finally saw an escape and went to bed and it all felt better. i got to call with flower and it was a lot of fun. now i need to work tomorrow so i sleep now. goodnight website i love you.

my favorite onomatopoeias

Fri. May 30 11:17pm

first off i wanna say that "onomatopoeias" is one of my favorite words. it feels like bouncing on a pogo stick a lil. also i reserve the right to edit this post whenever i think of more.

bonk, boop, wham, boing, thwip, thunk, plink, ploink, thwack

home from work

Fri. May 30 9:03pm

i am home from work. today was busy. i had to do a lot of things with my hands and now my finger hurts more! i also tried to cut my cuticles but i did a bad job and cut up my fingers ow :(. i feel like i have arthritis.

this morning while i got ready i watched Miffy. i liked it a lot. here is a picture.

i think she is really great. i also want to make more pages on the website. i want to make a music blog page and also i want to make a page where i can post my plushies and maybe even a fashion page. so much code to write but i don't mind. i think it is fun to type codes. its like an art project and a puzzle at the same time!!

ok i am going to go and read the letter flower sent me cuz im in bed and he said to read it when i am in bed. i might post later!!! if not goodnight website i love u. here is another miffy picture.

good morning website

Fri. May 30 12:12pm

good morning website. this morning been weird. it ok tho. i made a drawing for flower and he liked it a lot but i was kinda nervous that he didnt like it but he does he said he does. i just cleaned the kitty litter now im sleepy. i sleepy cuz i feeled a lot already today too. maybe i pretend flower here and nap. maybe i can play a game. but maybe not cuz my fingy hurts real bad. flower getting food with his cousin today and that make me happy.i feel happy knowin he is havin fun! i dont want to go to work. i dont want to. i wanna stay in my bed. no fair.

i ate honey nut cheerios for breakfast and a glass of cranberry juice for breakfast. i think i want to maybe watch tv. ok bye bye site i talk to u later ok.

okokokokokokok im gonna try take a 20 minute snooze maybe it pickmeup!!!!

p.s. i hope u like my new drop downs and mood tags !!!

ok oops i accidentally kept writing code instead of napping -_-. dang it website!! why u do that!?! ok MAYBE i naps now. unless i think of something else i wanna add...

sleepy mushy

Fri. May 30 12:32am

Fri. May 30 12:32am

hi website. i am tired. i want to go to sleep soon but i also dont. i like being up. i feel happy and what if i not happy when i wakes up tomorrow den i wished i stay up longer HAPPY! owie, my middle finger hurts when i type and i dont know why. i will ask my dad to look at it when it is tomorrow. maybe tomorrow i eat breakfast. i tink i could. i dont like the way my mind thinks about foods. like my brain say "u skipped enough breakfast this week, so youre allowed to have it." i feel like i dont know which voice the real one. who listen to? one say i will look like a supermodel and the other say i will feel better. i dont like it.

rosie thoughts- after work

Thu. May 29 6:17pm

today was a lot of work but i did really well. i was really brave and talked on the phone a lot and i didnt cry when someone was mean to me on the phone. i do get mad when people assume i dont know things because i am a girl because i know lots of things but they dont listen. there was also someone who was racist that called and it made me mad. it made me think bad things. work was also hard becasue i feel like my and my coworkers time and effort isn't valued by people and they take advantage of us. it makes me sad. and mad. that was how work was. now im on the phone with flower and we might take a bath so that will make me feel all better. ok i post again later probably bye bye.

OOBLETS!!

Wed. May 28 11:23pm

OMG i been playing this game called ooblets and its soooo fun. you catch all these lil guys and u use them to have dance battles!! here are my favorite ones:

ok now i need to go to bed. i have work in the morning. goodnight new website i love you :3

rosie night time thought

Wed. May 28 9:45pm

my tummy hurts. i wanna take a bath but i don want to go alone. i havent pooped in a long time and i think thats why my tummy hurts. i don't want to go to work tomorrow. i hate going to work. i wanna stay home. i want to have a bath and put on comfy jammies. i dont want to be alone. :(

rosie thought

Wed. May 28 4:03pm

its strange to be a child in an adult body sometimes! sometimes its super cool but sometimes its super frustrating. like there is a playground near my new house and on nice days i really really wanna ride my bike there and play on the swingset! but i have to do it with resistance because m will not let me if there is people around :(

first little ramble

hi. i don’t really know what this is yet but i wanted somewhere safe to put things. so here it is. maybe it’ll be messy or soft or quiet or loud. it’s mine.